Assalamualaikum,Your Advise to me is important

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Dear reader,
Please am a widow and a mother of three, please  I need an advise, if you feel you can advise me on the way out of what I have in mind, kindly respond to me back but if you feel you can not advised I appreciate all for listening to me first, my email is umarhassan83 at indiatimes.com and am here in Asia, incase you may ask were am I.
Thanks while waiting for your mail 
Mrs Amina U Hassan